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Friday, July 31, 2009

hmm POP 2dae was... interesting. sec 4s 'passed-out' (or izzit passed on? but dat sounds mre wrong), n we hav sec 3 oic, ncos etc! our new ncos r so... different? woah n seriously, am i dat quiet!? i dun lyk : doing drills in a squad(izzit even counted a squad?) of 5 pple (me included), saeing timings for drills, n having 2 look here or thre or well, up. but other then dat it was juz tiring.

geog test was badbadbad!! studied so many things for nothing, n evrything dat came out i dunno hw 2 ans! juz crapped evrything, esp the ques abt trends. hope i can pass!~ sch was 1. boring, 2. boring, 3. boring. i could fall aslep in evry single class la! eng was quite funny, mr ng wen "i will post ur letter, smthingsmthing smone frm one class wans 2 address her letter to breadtalk, and my dad works for breadtalk, so i will make sure the head of breadtalk gets the letter. " then jye ting exclaimed that she thot his father worked for smrt, n dat does his dad bring home bread evrydae cuz she heard kfc employees bring home chicken evrydae. the very amusing mr ng asked n what if his dad worked as a rubbish collector, then what would he bring hme evrydae? but thre's hmk =( hmm math was boringgggggg x alot. the whole lesson we juz drew graphs n graphs n mre graphs. i've alr finished one pad of graph paper n had 2 buy a new one -.-'' n i didnt even kno we had any math hmk due ytd! she saed she gav it on tues n it was due on thurs so y so many pple havent handed up n she wanted it 2dae. but gt cca 2dae, muz go earlier smmre, n i kept drawing the stupid first graph wrongly smmre, so i juz gav up. i'll try 2 do it by mon. >,<>

hmk: eng formal letter first draft abt anything i wanna write abt, which is far too vague for me 2 work with, math de manymanymany x alotalot of graphs i havta draw, dun 4get the tables i havta draw first to find out the points to mark on the graphs, n chi the summary i couldnt finish during class (shld hav borrowed jaclyn's model, or mearly-model summary!!), hist inferential ques of some sort frm the workbk, n alot of studying! -i nid 2 relax once in a while, life is so stressful.-

i miss the tyms wen thre were no such worries abt studies n friendships n all, the tyms wen tests were so easy i could ace without studying much, the tyms wen thre were so little or even no hmk, the tyms wen i could hav fun n be myself. i hate alwaes having 2 change, i hate it wen pple dun understand me. pple find me irritating wen im high n cant be bothered with me wen im dwn, so what am i 2 them? my parents consistently remind me to do my hmk, bathe earlier, study hard. i try, i try harder, n i decide dat working isnt what i really wanna do, n giv up.

i think lynn finds my habits odd. i usually bathe late at night, esp on wkdaes, even thou my hair wun dry b4 i slp n gimme headaches. cuz i hate forcing myself 2 bathe wen i dun feel lyk it. n i only feel lyk bathing wen im sweaty or stinky or well in the mood to. which smtyms is nvr, but i still hav 2, so its reallie late wen i bathe, lyk nw. i havent bathed. eeks.

im currently in the mood to juz stare in2 thin air n fall asleep. i was more or less in dat mood the whole of 2dae, but thre was work 2 do during chi, jokes 2 laugh at during eng, food 2 eat during recess, light 2 shine on glass stuff during physics, graphs 2 draw during math, smmre food 2 eat (pluz rush the stupid math dat i l8er gav up on) during lunch , postings of sec 3s to listen 2 during POP, things 2 discuss after dat, n drills 2 do during, well drills session. 5 pple was nt dat fun. then i come hme, n start thinking.

life is like a pile of poop, it stinks n reeks of smthing unpleasant, but u can more or less do anything 2 wan with it. its soft n squishy wen first produced, but hardens over tym, like hw we shld.

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(7/31/2009 09:11:00 PM)